IT'S OKAY IT'S LOVE 😟

You know as a student, people around us always expect the best from us. They didn't know the hardship that we have to face just to satisfy them. Lucky me cause my parents never expect the best for me cause for them, it's my life so I'm the one who should think about my life and do my best so that I have better future. That's why I love you both, dad and mum.

But having depression and anxiety somehow refrain me from thinking about my future as I always thought of my problems, overthinking about it before going to sleep, crying in silent cause even though friends is there for me, I'm still alone.

Having bad result after getting our carry mark is one of the reason why I have depression. I overthink about it and blame myself yet I didn't do my best for myself. I know but I don't know how to solve my own problems. I wrote about my anxiety over and over again yet found nothing to help myself. Try to think positive but I'm still like this. Hoping that everything is going to be okay.

"Just because other people have it worse doesn't mean your problems aren't valid. Everyone has problems, and they are all valid. Sadness is not a competition"

Dear dad, dear mum, I promise you that I'm going to go through all of this and be a great daughter to both of you. 사랑해 💕