ROAD TO FINAL 🙌

Finally, I'm free from all assignments. Can't believe it that I finished everything this semester. Now, it's time for study week, a time to work a little harder for my final exam. Final exam is around the corner. Everything is gonna mess up if I don't study. This week is the week that I will get my carry marks as well. If my carry mark isn't that satisfying for me, I need to struggle real hard. 

Honestly, studying aren't my favorite thing to do but as a student, I want to get maybe a good marks to show that I'm good in studying too. I want to pass my exams cause I hate seeing 'fail' in my result paper. I'm not really good in studying cause I know that I only study to pass my paper but honestly, who likes to fail any subject that he struggle for almost 6 months. I don't want to and I know, many students don't want to.

Road to final. I just hope that I don't mess up and I could get all pass in my exams. I'm not hoping for A's but it's good if I can get A's as I know my limit in studying. Well, good luck for those who gonna road to final as well. Hopefully all of us will get flying colors in our examinations. Hwaiting !

That's all for wrapping up this semester. Goodbye peeps 👋

LAST CLASS IN LENDU 😡

Hello. Today is the last day of last class we're going to have in Lendu. It's a shame that we eventually made lots of memories here and suddenly we have to move to somewhere else. I began to feel attached here as I met lots of good people here, make lots of good memories here as well. Farewell Lendu 👋

We're going to move to Rembau campus which is quite far from Lendu and of course far than my house, which is in Johor. We're told that facilities in Rembau aren't complete yet but we have to move there. We also won't get college so we have to rent house so that we can stay and go to class next sem. It's quite hard cause rent house costs lots of money and not all of us afford that. Especially when you have to use lots of money for next semester assignment. It's not happen yet but I'm started to get worry about it.

Anyway, good luck dear self with final exams and also good luck dear self for next semester. That's all I think. Thank you 👀

HAPPY SATURDAY 💤

Hello peeps. Today is Saturday which means you can rest all day. But not for me. Again, assignment aren't finished yet. It's Saturday though 😢

Saturday should be a day that I can rest my mind from everything that stressing me out. Saturday should be the day that I can just take a nap for the whole day. Saturday should be the day that I should just stay on my bed, playing with my phone, watching dramas or listening to some healing music. Saturday should be my best day in a week but that's so unfortunate that we, students need to sacrifice our time for the best future which is nowhere to find.

Even though my Saturday is quite a day, I hope people who enjoy their life will have a bless on this Saturday. Get rest well peeps, it's Saturday. You should enjoy your Saturday. I hope your weekend is great! ❤

I think that's all for today's blog. Have a great Saturday and bye peeps 🙋

DOOMED 🙍

It's near the end of the semester. Opps, not yet. We still have study week and then we're going to face our final exam. Honestly, I can't wait to finish everything for this semester. In study week, my schedule aren't that pack but still, I need to study real hard for this final exam.

I started to worry about my assignment which aren't finish yet. Well, we're Malaysians so we love to do things last minute. Honestly, I don't really like to do things last minute as I tend to get panic and worried over my performance especially when marks is in the bet. Doing things last minute makes me feel nervous when I shouldn't feel nervous but you know, talking in front of people makes me sweat though.

I can't wait to finish all my assignments and yeay, I'm free. Well, free from tons of assignment. Hope we never meet again, dear semester's subjects. I don't want to repeat paper so I hope everything is gonna be fine.

That's all thank you 💧

IT'S OKAY IT'S LOVE 😟

You know as a student, people around us always expect the best from us. They didn't know the hardship that we have to face just to satisfy them. Lucky me cause my parents never expect the best for me cause for them, it's my life so I'm the one who should think about my life and do my best so that I have better future. That's why I love you both, dad and mum.

But having depression and anxiety somehow refrain me from thinking about my future as I always thought of my problems, overthinking about it before going to sleep, crying in silent cause even though friends is there for me, I'm still alone.

Having bad result after getting our carry mark is one of the reason why I have depression. I overthink about it and blame myself yet I didn't do my best for myself. I know but I don't know how to solve my own problems. I wrote about my anxiety over and over again yet found nothing to help myself. Try to think positive but I'm still like this. Hoping that everything is going to be okay.

"Just because other people have it worse doesn't mean your problems aren't valid. Everyone has problems, and they are all valid. Sadness is not a competition"

Dear dad, dear mum, I promise you that I'm going to go through all of this and be a great daughter to both of you. 사랑해 💕