Tuesday, 28 February 2017

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME πŸ’•

So today is my birthday. My friends wish me birthday. I have quite a bless for the day. Just now, my friends make a surprise birthday party for me. Well, it's not really a surprise as I know they will treat me something but I didn't expect that all of them will make a surprise party for me. Weird honestly. I mean why would they spent a lot just to make a birthday party, and especially it's for me. But I'm thankful and grateful enough for the party.

They also makes some special notes, not some. Too many honestly. Hahaha, I haven't read it yet cause I still couldn't find a day to read it. And I'm too lazy to read it hahaha. I think it's kind of heal me for a while cause I've been stressing over petty things these days. 

That's all I guess. And I just wanna say thank you for all my friends for the party and the notes. I hope we can stay as a friend even after graduate. Love you guys πŸ’–


Saturday, 11 February 2017

THINGS AREN'T SIMPLE AS PEOPLE THOUGHT ...

Giving up is just another word in my life dictionary. When I'm stressing over simple things, I'll thought of giving up. Everyone have thought the same thing but they just didn't do it. They just simply not giving up in their life. Because I'm those people who thought over simple things over and over again, nonstop. I get worry easily, And I'm those people who simply stress over those penny things.

But, when I tried to give up I'll thought of why I started doing things that make me stress. What make me do all those stressing things. I can't run away from stress. People can never run away from stress. I told people what I feel. I told people why am I stressing myself. But people around me simply asked me to ignore that feeling. They will also include their problems instead thinking their problems are bigger, are valid than mine whenever I tried to talk about my problems. I'll be fine, they said. 

But then, people tend to forget that everyone has different kind of problems. Every single person in this world have their own problems. It's either the problems valid to us or not. Crying over petty things, people said. But then they aren't in our shoes so what's make they think they have the right to say that we crying over petty things ? What give them the right to think that we can't simply stressing ourself over petty things? 

Saturday, 4 February 2017

ESTRΓ‰S 😩

Hello. So today I'm going to talk about stress or in Spanish we called it estre's. Yes, stress. Group assignment is the reason why I'm stressing myself. Tell me I'm selfish but I don't want to care anymore.

When we said "group assignment", we can't run away from having problems with our group member. Group project is actually fun to do when everyone in the group give full commitment to do the work together but well, who doesn't have a troublemaker in the group project. For sure, this is the last time I'm going to be in the same group with that troublemaker. I really like doing work together with my member as we can spend time together and it helps me to know my classmate attitude as well. While doing group project, we will know who's the lazy ass member in our class. You know those people who only want to do the easy work. Those people who only know how to complaint when we don't accept their work or their ideas. Those people who always give excuses when they don't know how to do their work. Those people who only do plagiarism because they are too lazy to brainstorm their brain with all assignment stuff. They are the reason why people are mad over simple things because it's a group project which mean we shared the marks together. Of course those people who do the work want a perfect marks instead of rubbish marks. Well, it's not the reason why I'm complaining here but that's why I'm here. Stress 😭